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How to Break Your Own Heart

by Dylan Kishner Band

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1.
Soul to Take 04:21
Fog on the river Dims the harbor lights Hear your bones Shake and roll Moon rose up in red The night I stole your breath The flames crept and swallowed You like coal Laid your bones beneath the willow Left no marker on the grave I'll come back again tomorrow Pray the Lord my soul to take From your ashes A ghost will rise again Take hold of my dreams Haunt my nights As my seasons Race by and by An end has come To this life You'll still be right here beside me Likely laughing in my face Knowing full well it was justice But now I have no soul to take
2.
Colorado 04:23
3.
Gold 03:45
If you tell me all that you can't seem to live with 
I'll show you something that seldom grows old All these feelings of trouble and worry Condense in my chest till I’m fit to implode 
Alone with a candle that's too low to burn 
And two empty bottles of dime store gin
 The times that I spent loving you in the valley
 Have found me alone on the mountain again All that we work for, all that we hold
 Would it be enough to satisfy you?
 Misery is easy and I'm just too tired
 And the world looks just like a late night cartoon 
Alone here again in my room 
I lie on the floor and watch it spin 'round 
Stirred up by the sunrise
 Might get to moving when I come back down
4.
City-O 05:27
City oh city, what have you done to me Caught up in a sunbeam with the dust-motes The day has gone by into an orange sunset You’ve just now opened up your bloodshot eyes. Home comes to us just like a false memory A soft guitar, a voice from the past. Sick for a time that never was This living has been hard, there’s nothing to gain. So release me to glory whatever that means If it please your gods, or satisfies your dreams. Play a piece of an old fiddle tune, And there'll be nothing left to remind me of you. What kind of grace would this life allow? We've been left out to dry on the tracks. Staring down at the holes in our shoes, And a slow death by bourbon and cigarettes. So release me to glory whatever that means If it please your gods, or satisfies your dreams. Play a piece of an old fiddle tune, And there'll be nothing left to remind me of you.
5.
Moving 02:53
Did you ever come home and find yourself here at my door, Bet you weren't surprised that I don't live there anymore. I'll bet you just sat on the stairs and drank yourself to sleep, Can't be the first time you spent the night with the police. Woken up too many times in hotel rooms called homes, Seen the rise on these crooked streets and traffic cones. This filthy neighborhood has been the worst part of the town, But the last bar's closed and now I think it's time we burned it down. Move me out Lay me down and lie through your teeth Tell me it's over and there's nothing to do but sleep July 4th six years ago in an alleyway uptown Fell of the second floor fire escape after five too many rounds. Over-served and uninspired, deep into arrears Spent all my money getting high for who knows how many years. Lost my mind to troubled times like I never had before It’s easy not to care at all when no-one's keeping score. Walked down to the old house where I always lost my head Could reminisce but I think I’d like to light it up instead Move me out Lay me down and lie through your teeth Tell me it's over and there's nothing to do but sleep it off
6.
Shadows on the wall, cold sweats in the bed Empty bottles blur out last nights regrets Half a gram of cocaine left, pills all ‘cross the floor Must have bought that whole damn liquor store The lies that we told ourselves seemed real at the time Got us high, but couldn’t last the night Did only what I felt was right at the time Got halfway to New York on your very last dime Got myself locked up for three months just to dry out Once in a while when I’m all alone I still catch myself hopefully eyeing the phone It’s been so long, for all know you’re dead Followed in your footsteps till the trail went cold, Always felt about three steps behind Woke up one morning outside Cheyenne Couldn’t breathe for how hard I was crying Packed my things and hitched a ride up to the Great White North Faith shattered, my body old and worn Left you abandoned with hardly a word And the guilt that weighed down has turned into a curse As I cross back and forth over borders and never look back. I don’t regret we both left us behind And what we might’ve been never crosses my mind It’s been so long and you might as well have died
7.
There is a way, if you choose to take the time To discover an inner network of enlacing, intersecting lines That lead you across the sands to the center of a consciousness. Perhaps yours, more likely another’s but there’s no way to be sure The only way to be sure is to explore the place you’ve come to And in doing so you’ll realize the great joke you’ve played on yourself. Take a moment, soak it in Have a laugh, you’ve earned it And as you emerge from that place, looking across the Great White Sands You’ll notice a voice in the distance, calling you to something great Or so it seems, but that voice grows increasingly grisly and contemptible And as you come closer the figure in the distance becomes larger, sharper, surreal From the crest of the next Great Dune, it sounds like an old friend being met for the first time You should just run, far away It’s a god damned trick There’s no real way to tell where you are, as night turns the sands black This place must be huge, and there aren’t any constellations you can see This could be Earth, and the clouds moved in while you were lost in thought. Or is it elsewhere, and if so how the hell did you get there? Here, you remind yourself, because being there would imply a place you aren’t While arguing with yourself it’s easy to forget the fact that you are, in fact Completely, hopelessly lost At some point you’ll wonder if this is metaphor for something important Maybe something that needs to be brought to the forefront of your waking thoughts But this is just nonsense, blown off of rocks until it becomes finite and lands on top of another dune Just one more dune to summit and you can reach the station, maybe beg a ticket home But home is just a state of mind May you always find your way back

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released July 5, 2017

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Dylan Kishner Band Denver, Colorado

Based in Denver, Dylan Kishner-Lopez blends the singer-songwriter style with a bit of blues, rock and weird to create a unique and expansive sound that embodies the Colorado spirit.

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